Characteristic Change In Myself

It is being 2 months.... We are in love....... He was my best friend, and my best companion to share all my happiness and sadness...... But its getting to much of problems occurring in these gaps........ 

I don't know how to slow. As all said it is too difficult to handle a best friend as a boy friend..        

I never said to him i was not irritating when u ask about his ex and also to talk with and looking. .. . I never complain that i was irritating to see all those things...... I said it happens like that only........ But my emotions i digged it in my hearth deapthly.......

I can't even tell to my friends also...... I always trying to become introvert....... The change which i have now can easily understood..... 

I have a changed a lot.... I don't know what the reason could be......... These changes are affecting me mentally...... I am not that much confident to stand and talk to the people... I am nervous to do any kind of activities which i had done. I am not the person who was in past...... 

Even everyone can catch up the characteristic change in my behavior........ 

I don't know when these all will be back....... 

But i love him..... I can't lose him........