HAPPY MOMENTS

So Happy to hear such beautiful words from my life partner.......

He was now recognizing the facts that My busy life and schedule.......I never thought he would understand my situation and move on.......

Since it is the program time period....There are some burst out happen..But this time there is nothing.....He is controlling his anger and emotions .But I knew I am helpless to give my hand to him for his situation.But i really wish to be with him and and serve him and care him and give love and affection .........I never want to let him go away from my life .I need him as my partner and my breath.......

DRAMATIC CURRENT EVENT

 Hi,I am leading a 50% happy moments and 50% unhappy moments.

They both are hanging in my wall of present.Sometimes it will burst into tears and sometimes gone through in happy endings.But most of the events take part regarding the college program.The management need my support as a pillar for their program,without hesitation I need to thrive all the difficulities which I had to face and to sort out the problem.

Everytime I used to manage all the those coins in a jar to be in postive ,but somehow there were certain obstacles which will be always in back of me .I have to run behind all those things. I practiced to manage these all....

Sometimes I can't control myself but somehow i manage to control......I have changed lot .........

Characteristic Change In Myself

It is being 2 months.... We are in love....... He was my best friend, and my best companion to share all my happiness and sadness...... But its getting to much of problems occurring in these gaps........ 

I don't know how to slow. As all said it is too difficult to handle a best friend as a boy friend..        

I never said to him i was not irritating when u ask about his ex and also to talk with and looking. .. . I never complain that i was irritating to see all those things...... I said it happens like that only........ But my emotions i digged it in my hearth deapthly.......

I can't even tell to my friends also...... I always trying to become introvert....... The change which i have now can easily understood..... 

I have a changed a lot.... I don't know what the reason could be......... These changes are affecting me mentally...... I am not that much confident to stand and talk to the people... I am nervous to do any kind of activities which i had done. I am not the person who was in past...... 

Even everyone can catch up the characteristic change in my behavior........ 

I don't know when these all will be back....... 

But i love him..... I can't lose him........