I want to share my personal experience with depression. Most commonly depression I have seen like about the topic "LOVE". But my depression s not for that. It's about my education, wish, likes........ I am just 19 years old. But the things which happen these times were given plenty of moral things. I wish to be a teacher in life. But after my +2 there was a big question mark. The people around me were insisting on a course that gives me a job after the completion of the course. Throughout my studies, I never cried for my studies and not at all concerned about the marks that I got. But for the first time, I cried. I get too much suppression from others and family members. Then I decided to join for nursing, which is a risky job. I never like medical as well as engineering. But I went.
But the college gives me too much stress. I find happiness with my friends. Due to COVID -19 pandemic, we have to go to our native. After one month in native, the college started for online classes. At first, it was about 3 hours of class. And extended up 7 hours. All the students try to oppose their decision but it doesn't work out. I used to attend the class with the headset, it seems to be a headache and get so much irritation. I get angry and all. I thought of suicide also. Before attempting suicide so many facts came in mind. I used to meet my friends and used to chat with my brother. That time gives me some relief. My parents didn't understand my feelings. Depression s a big fact. Which come across to know. I think love only makes people in depression. There are some other facts that influence depression.
