DEPRESSION

Everyone has gone through depression for many reasons. May be some for personal matters and others for some other. 

                                          I want to share my personal experience with depression. Most commonly depression I have seen like about the topic "LOVE". But my depression s not for that. It's about my education, wish, likes........ I am just 19 years old. But the things which happen these times were given plenty of moral things. I wish to be a teacher in life. But after my +2 there was a big question mark. The people around me were insisting on a course that gives me a job after the completion of the course. Throughout my studies, I never cried for my studies and not at all concerned about the marks that I got. But for the first time, I cried. I get too much suppression from others and family members. Then I decided to join for nursing, which is a risky job. I never like medical as well as engineering. But I went. 

                                     But the college gives me too much stress. I find happiness with my friends. Due to COVID -19 pandemic, we have to go to our native. After one month in native, the college started for online classes. At first, it was about 3 hours of class. And extended up 7 hours. All the students try to oppose their decision but it doesn't work out. I used to attend the class with the headset, it seems to be a headache and get so much irritation. I get angry and all. I thought of suicide also. Before attempting suicide so many facts came in mind. I used to meet my friends and used to chat with my brother. That time gives me some relief. My parents didn't understand my feelings. Depression s a big fact. Which come across to know. I think love only makes people in depression. There are some other facts that influence depression.

POLICE INCIDENT

Hi everyone,

                I am a communist minded person. I always tried to oppose matters that don't have validity. But sometimes I failed to oppose the situation happening in front of me. Yesterday 06/06/2020 I went to Alappuzha in my relative house. Every once in a year we go,it is such a beautiful place full of waters and also one of the thermal power plants was situated there. 

 

            After our funny pleasure trip,we were ready to go back. But I and my cousin sister decided to go for a walk, we to say to my brother like we are going for a walk and he said ok. When we went out a few steps we saw a police jeep is coming and I have a scarf and I used to cover my face. But my sister doesn't have a mask and the police jeep stoped there. And asked like 'where is the mask of the girl and I said that she forget to take that.

        Here I am not a saying like I have done was right. I am clearly saying that it was a mistake. In that jeep, there were more than 4 people. According to the GOVT order 'cannot allow a 4 wheeler vehicle more than 4 passengers during the corona lockdown. If I have done a mistake which is against the order. The persons who are responsible for administering the law to the society are also doing the same violation against the law. If they are violating the rules, how could normal people obey the rules and regulations as per the GOVT order?

      If the police or what all authorities are responsible for peoples life, they should be a model for the public. Then only the public will respect them and also obey the rules and regulations.

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PAST

DON'T BE REGRET ABOUT THE PAST

                            Everyone has a past that can't be disclosed to others. Even I too have a bad past. I will always think not good with my past experience. Always I became sad about that. We always say that "PAST IS PAST" actually we can't say like that. The past will always hunt people.

                          Every minute thing in the past can't be recreated, but those words or the situation can bring the present into the past. Do you think everyone in our past can erase? No, it can't. If we always think about our past we cannot gain anything in life. If we get a silent mood we will sit calmly and think so much of dreams and all. Somewhere planning for the future, somewhere planning for betterment, somewhere skid into the past. Someone says that "PAST HAS NO DEATH, TIME HAS NO PAST".I don't know what will be taught of others about this quote. 

                         For example, A thief has decided to be innocent in his life. And the people surrounding him will always be considered as a thief for the rest of his life.ie, People will not say well if a person is ready to be innocent. 

                         If a speck of dirt will be there in your cloth, it can splash it out. But Life dirt can't be removed.ie, the theory of life. Life will start from a huge mountain like a river & flows down. The river never according to our wish, it will stop where we like to stop. It will deviate if there any obstruction. Like that our LIFE too. It can't be controlled by ourselves.  

EXPERIENCE

                                                            EXPERIENCE 

                                                         Halo everyone, today I am going to share with you my experience in life. My first speech representing in a crowd. I don't know how to deliver a speech.

The program was price distribution to the students who got good marks in their SSLC EXAMINATION. I was the person who got the highest mark in SSLC in my village.

                                                        I never thought about getting high marks n the exam. Because my school exam marks were not at all satisfied by my parents.Because I was happy with my marks,& they used to scold me fr low marks. am not at all bothered about my marks. Except for me, all others in my village peoples were expecting good marks. At the time of the exam result, my mother was worried about the result. She forced me to check the result on the internet at that time my best friend was also there n my house waiting for my result.

                                                      I typed the hall ticket number & counting my A+. My mother who s so furious in my result with a fraction of second she told me "you got full A+".I was shocked, I never expect such a type of success.

  

                                                    For that success, I  went to deliver a speech. I know speakers are getting claps fr there knowledge & word they use. I am not at all knowledge with the philosophy world. With my hands of knowledge, I tried to speak. I talk about the pressure the students are getting from their family relatives...

                                                 In my opinion, don't try to pressurize the children. Because too much pressure will spoil their life. During my exam time, my mother used to tell "study properly then only you will get admission GOVT school, stop watching tv, stop wasting your time by walking here & there". But I never used t obey her orders. During my X Mas vacation also my brother will come and we went for watching movies. Because of that reason also my brother also gets a scolding. 

                                              But I never say to other students not to throw your enjoyment during the time of examination.  24 rs of studying will too bored for the children. They need some relaxation time.

  

                                            This small portion was my speech. But I got claps from the audience who all gathered there. But my mother was feeling ashamed because of the activities she used to me. I never ashamed to say about that. Because of not the academic studies make a student perfect there are some other factors helps them to be happy & perfect in their life.

"KNOWLEDGE IS POWER," said Francis Bacon. But knowledge not only depends on the academics but things in nature also gives knowledge.

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INTRODUCTION

INTRODUCING MY NEW BLOG

Hi friends,

            Through this post, I am revealing to you that, I decide to make a blog. I am the blogger of SOLIVAGANT. Means "Wandering alone".

            I will always think about my life & the surrounding factors. When I taught about this, I decided to make a blog, but the attempt for making a blog was flopping for me. I am not at all used with the applications on mobile as well as on the computer internet. So if I need any help regarding the internet & phone I will always ask my brother.

            So today I decided to make a blog without his knowledge. Because I need my own stand on using the network. That courage makes me to his Title...

            Solivagant is not such a type of blog which gives you daily updates. This blog will give you updates on the blog somewhat. 

           Just wait for the updates of the blog.

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