A trip from Bangalore to Kerala

If there is no Bangalore, then Bangalore... This city has something special.. Something that can hold a person in its heart...

It has been six years since I came here. During this period, I have gone through many situations. Many situations came into my life uninvited at this young age. Life is moving forward by overcoming all these. Maybe it is because of the memories of this city.. No matter where I go, it will feel strange for a while, but this place will always feel familiar... Every place I have visited here will have a story to remember.. Those memories will always talk like this..

This city has given me good friendships to remember, moments of love to remember, so that I will never forget them until I die..

This is my story, but apart from that, someone who came into my life without being invited and learned to love me as much as life itself...

                                                      THE WRITER IN MYSELF.

Everyone in the world will be having one friend in their life which they cannot forget in their lifetime. They cannot e replaced by others. They will make life even happier than ever. Treating ourselves with the glass of happiness will make us realize the real us.

Here I am revealing my best and biggest mistake which I tried to make as a perfect one.

I trusted people with more affection and love some may come with the following but others may take a chance to make me a fool and look out for all the wealth which I am having.

During my out-of-station studies, I tried to be perfect and also I even can analyze that my character changed because of my study environment. I got new friends new atmosphere new problems. Academics do not make me stop thinking to drop out. But I tried to survive in this environment. There after my one and half year of college life, I met him for the first time.

 

 

 

 

HE

 

 

 

 

 

MAYBE AN END OR A BEGINNING

At last, life get stuck to one guy, who was everything to me. I thought I will not lose him. Time changes everything. even though my heart is crying like hell.Not just for my body but for love my care my affection. Being lonely in this room full of darkness. memories of him are always striking my head and it getting mentally sick. Sometimes I lose my mind I cannot live without seeing him. I was his everything but.............................

Come back for me. I cannot match another person in your place. I am setting my mind to be okay...............

COME BACK SOON I AM WAITING FOR YOU....................

                                    COMPLETENESS LIFE

Life is still going completeness. It doesn't move forward with the hope of staying back in one life. Irrespective of any feeling of love that makes me stay with him...

Rather than elaborating on the word love I just want to prove the secret of love that I have with him..........Sometimes it is the very worst feeling to be alone in life ....................

Previously I was not like this, but the scenario has changed my life.

Creating a situation to be loved which doesn't sense the feeling of love. 

How do solve situation that 

HAPPY MOMENTS

So Happy to hear such beautiful words from my life partner.......

He was now recognizing the facts that My busy life and schedule.......I never thought he would understand my situation and move on.......

Since it is the program time period....There are some burst out happen..But this time there is nothing.....He is controlling his anger and emotions .But I knew I am helpless to give my hand to him for his situation.But i really wish to be with him and and serve him and care him and give love and affection .........I never want to let him go away from my life .I need him as my partner and my breath.......

DRAMATIC CURRENT EVENT

 Hi,I am leading a 50% happy moments and 50% unhappy moments.

They both are hanging in my wall of present.Sometimes it will burst into tears and sometimes gone through in happy endings.But most of the events take part regarding the college program.The management need my support as a pillar for their program,without hesitation I need to thrive all the difficulities which I had to face and to sort out the problem.

Everytime I used to manage all the those coins in a jar to be in postive ,but somehow there were certain obstacles which will be always in back of me .I have to run behind all those things. I practiced to manage these all....

Sometimes I can't control myself but somehow i manage to control......I have changed lot .........

Characteristic Change In Myself

It is being 2 months.... We are in love....... He was my best friend, and my best companion to share all my happiness and sadness...... But its getting to much of problems occurring in these gaps........ 

I don't know how to slow. As all said it is too difficult to handle a best friend as a boy friend..        

I never said to him i was not irritating when u ask about his ex and also to talk with and looking. .. . I never complain that i was irritating to see all those things...... I said it happens like that only........ But my emotions i digged it in my hearth deapthly.......

I can't even tell to my friends also...... I always trying to become introvert....... The change which i have now can easily understood..... 

I have a changed a lot.... I don't know what the reason could be......... These changes are affecting me mentally...... I am not that much confident to stand and talk to the people... I am nervous to do any kind of activities which i had done. I am not the person who was in past...... 

Even everyone can catch up the characteristic change in my behavior........ 

I don't know when these all will be back....... 

But i love him..... I can't lose him........